I’m taking a pass on posting this week. I’m in a place of standing still half-aware that things are still moving around me.
There was no Christmas this year. I don’t want to talk about. Don’t want to talk much about anything. Much darker days than I want to discuss. But not despair.
I’ve seen despair, so I’m familiar. I’m in a place where I don’t want to keep telling the sad tale. It doesn’t help me to TALK about it anymore. It doesn’t help someone listening. In that way that I don’t hang around people when I’m in this place mentally because I don’t want to bring down anyone’s mood, I’ll do the same with the site this week.
I haven’t helped myself in the ways I have to. I’d accuse myself of playing the victim were I a more objective person.
I’m down – not out.
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