published Oct 23, 2016


We begin this exercise in transparency extremely uninspired. I almost stalled one more day for no reason at all. One thing about me that I can always bet on is that wheels are turning “up there” no matter my mood.

 

I’ve become obsessed with the right to change (better said the preservation of the right to change). Because my thoughts are significantly impacted by emotions and external sources (the stuff of a text book extrovert), I need an environment – tangible, virtual, fluid – that can flex along with the paths my thoughts traverse.

 

Admittedly, it’s a key ingredient that makes me most tolerable in small doses.

 

I’m sure we’ll get around to my self-esteem matters. But most importantly, today is the day I jumped.